ㅤAbeariㅤ is a beari cozy russian blue cat! She is passionate about bringing smiles to others by sharing her enjoyment of video games, silly memes, & providing a comfy environment. She loves to love others! 🐾🍀

ㅤ✦ㅤ a variety gaming vtuber & artist
ㅤ✦ㅤ silly, scuffed & cozy 18+ vibes
ㅤ✦ㅤ just wants to laugh & bring smiles

Hope to see you at stream, social media, or in our discord ~ Thanks so beari much for reading!

^⟡ ⟡ㅤconcept

One day Abeari's owner was sad & the only thing she could do at the time was be hugged and listen to them cry. Wanting to help her owner she made a wish on a falling star she saw from her owner's bedroom window. ❇️Abeari's wish was to become human so she could hold her owner whenever they needed a hug. Fortunately for her - her wish came true... Sorta!

☕🍀🐈‍⬛🩵🥃☘️🧋💠💚🌌🐾❇️🧶

ㅤ✦.── abeari's motifsㅤ
Clovers, her signature vivienne westwood jupiter necklace / emblem, blue hydrangeas, black silk bows, russian blue cats, coffee (iced / hot), paw prints, white russian cocktails, white tulips, stone blue satin ribbons

ㅤabeari'sㅤ signature vivienne westwood necklace / pin ; feel free to simplify from the little textured detail but the shape should be the same regardless of what accessory form it takes!

ㅤStrengthㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤDexterityㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤConsitutionㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧
ㅤDefenseㅤㅤㅤ ✦✧✧✧✧

ㅤWillpowerㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✦
ㅤEnduranceㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✦
ㅤIntellectㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧
ㅤWisdomㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✧

ㅤLuckㅤㅤㅤ ✦✧✧✧✧
ㅤCriticalRateㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤAccuracyㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧
ㅤEvasionㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧

ㅤPerceptionㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤFaithㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧
ㅤSpeedㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤCharismaㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✦

^⟡ ⟡ㅤSUPPORT

Hey there, Friend! Want to support ㅤAbeariㅤ & her community's growth? Here are some ways you can help & support her:

ㅤ✦ㅤ show up at a stream (lurk or chat)
ㅤ✦ㅤ join Abeari's discord 🍀
ㅤ✦ㅤ send her words of encouragement
ㅤ✦ㅤ continue to be your awesome-self

Thank you so much for reading & considering helping support Abeari during this time!Tips are 100% optional & 1000% appreciated!

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  ✦    Subscribe (with prime) via Twitch
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  ✦    Send a tip at one of the links below:

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Who are you? Hello, my name is Abeari. I'm a binturong (bear-cat) vtuber that is going through a bit of a rough time. I appreciate you taking interest in my situation whether you're curious about the context or looking to help after understanding what i'm dealing with.

About Me: I'm a millenial gamer that goes by Abe / Aby / Abey. I've also been a streamer for roughly 8 years and a vtuber for about 4. I love content creation in the form of streaming as a way of connecting to others inadvertently giving back to the world through loving others - something I believe is my purpose in life. Though I may just be an anime girl on the internet I am very much a real person behind the avatar you see on your screen. I just want to share fun times, hearty laughs, and silly moments.A bit more about me:
✦ Born and raised in the Puget Sound area of Washington State
✦ Always sleeps with 2-5 pillows or plushies
✦ Prone to headaches & migraines so always drinking electrolytes
✦ Really enjoys singing though not the best at it
✦ Trained in Filipino traditional dancing all childhood

What's going on? I am very embarrassed to be asking for assistance but I don't have many options. I don't have family to rely on as both my parents have passed and... the people causing me grief now are the only family I have left... Buckle up. This is long.

TLDR My relatives took advantage of my situation and offer me help escape danger, unfortunately, they decide to change their mind on various agreements and this among other stressful instances have caused my mental to decline. I did my best to appease them & live by their expectations only to find myself cornered: I have to flee (again).

What is your game plan? I will be fleeing my home in southern Arizona to live with a vtuber friend in another part of Arizona on the 2nd or 3rd Saturday of May (this month). The sooner the better. I will not be communicating that I am leaving or tell them where I am going out of fear of retaliation from my relatives.

How will your contribution be used?
All funds received from commissions or donations will go towards fleeing & getting situated.The specifics needs:
✦ Gas costs for the drive
✦ Luggage for packing my few clothes
✦ 1-2 box / plastic container
✦ A new mattress
✦ A new desk & (possibly) chair
✦ To help me afford the cost of shipping my belongings from Portland to Arizona that I was unable to afford to ship back in January when I originally moved here.

Why should I help you? To be honest I'm sure there's others out there who deserve more help than I do but I can't help but shoot my shot. I'm struggling a lot right now and I just want to go back to working quietly in my room and not have to fear every time I step outside of my room.

I don't want to just give you my hard earned money. I truly don’t feel comfortable asking for help most of the time but if you'd like me to earn my keep please know I do art! You can find my examples @ my VGEN but are welcome to DM me on discord (abeari) if you'd like to work with me directly!

How do I donate? via my gofundme. I promise all funds given & earned will go towards this relocatin & re-establishing an environment for me to work in comfort at the most minimum level.

Please only contribute if you have the means to & are well taken care of! Tips are non-refundable & are given under the agreement that you will not issue a chargeback. 🌤️

The situation / Context: I recently fled my home in Seattle on Jan 1st this year due to my roommate becoming immensely hostile towards me in both behavior and verbiage that i knew it would escalate to physical harm if i remained. You can read more about the specifics on my gofundme campaign earlier this year when I was going under a different vtuber brand at the time of Afauxi @ this link here.In December my Aunt from my late mother's side offered that if I ever wanted to live with her, my uncle, & their 2 dogs I could. When things went awry with my roommate she said she would take me in & rent would be $600 with food included and some caveats. I wasn't allowed to eat certain things she deemed unhealthy (ramen, ice cream, chips, soda, etc) as she was concerned for the household well-being. I agreed to this over the phone.However, when I arrived she told me it would be $700/month, no food included while still upholding her dietary expectations. I felt uncomfortable with having the previous arrangement switched on me without my consent but I had no choice. I had to live with this considering all my funds from the gofundme had been spent on traveling from Seattle to Arizona and packing all my belongs to be shipped from Portland (where I was fled to temporarily) to Arizona. I was trapped in a new place but the idea of rebuilding my life with the little family i had left made me hopeful. Afterall, how bad could it be?At first everything was fine but then the pressure of finding a job ASAP became so bad she dragged me around to local businesses in the town and forced me to ask them if they were hiring in-person (to which every single one of them said to apply online - we went to 6 stores).Embarrassed by this experience, I applied to 200+ jobs in the span of 1.5 weeks once settled here in Arziona and eventually landed a full-time remote job that paid enough for me to get by but was much less than what I was paid in Seattle. I was going to end up living paycheck to paycheck despite the promise of "help." As time went on my Aunt would scold me for the smallest things I didn't know would bother her. She was very specific and particular about everything in her household. She was also adamant that because she helped me I had to be nice to her no matter what or she'd kick me out.My aunt would trauma dump on me almost every day about her life, how much she disliked my late mom and others, and overall was very negative. She would explain her views on the world which conflicted with my own in a lot of ways but I would never speak out about them because I wanted to live quietly and in peace. And living in an Asian-household means respecting your elders afterall.Eventually, she would stop including me in meals and even hide groceries from me. She stopped supplying toilet paper to the guest bathroom where my room was without notice before I had gotten my first paycheck. She would make jokes at my expense to entertain strangers or her friends to which one of her friends told her "that's so cruel" in response to one of her jokes. She would yell at me to tidy my room the way she wanted and come into it without knocking. And if I locked my door she'd knock until I let her in. This would often lead to more trauma dumping and complaining - I had no choice but to be nice to her since she helped me and drop everything I was doing no matter what.At some point she didn't like that I didn't throw out the bathroom trash on her unknown invisible timer so she took it away permanently. And recently she screamed at me for throwing away 2 small empty milk cartons in the recycling in the kitchen. This resulted in her taking away the kitchen trash and recycling bins and hiding them from me. But I would also be scolded if I kept a trash bag for my own trash in my own room.Despite keeping up with their demands on rent I was also pushed, urged, and pressured to get a 2nd job instead of "wasting my time on video games" despite explaining to her I make some income when I stream on twitch & when I take commissions doing art. Of course, I knew this explanation wasn't good enough but I, naively, hoped she would be reasonable about the fact I need time to recharge after working full-time hours due to mental illness (wait for this). But she didn't. Unkind words would follow about how lazy I am for prioritizing games and art when I could get a part-time or full-time job in-person instead while I'm young. So in order to stop the unsolicited feedback and pestering I found a temporary part-time work-from-home job that would result in me working 66 hours total from both jobs. This did not last very long. My mental deteriorated fast but she was finally somewhat satisfied but then I could overhear her talking about me in Tagalog and English. I'd brush it off but every once in a while I can hear her gossiping about things associated with me.This household is not the worst I've lived in considering how bad a lot of homes I have endured throughout my life but the result is the same - I am often hiding in my room to not only keep things as peaceful as possible but to protect myself. I live in fear of being yelled at or mocked for my mental health issues since they are not considered "real" in this household despite my diagnosis, medications, and time in therapy/counseling. I am not in immediate danger but I cannot stay here tiptoeing in the hallway at 2am to refill my water or grab food to eat due to being unable to during the day out of fear of causing more potential-problems in this household.Please understand... I am not a conflict-driven person. I value communication but here I am met with passive aggressiveness, unspoken expectations that are followed-up with unusual punishments, and yelling/screaming about "don't fuck with me" from my own Aunt... That claimed they were "helping me" but has taken advantage of my circumstances. They didn't need the money I pay as rent prior to me living here as they are well off - my Aunt only works part-time on the weekends. But then demanded I get a 2nd job to save up and stop being a lazy millennial... I just want to be happy and I'll fight to survive no matter what it takes. Thank you for reading and I am sorry for the length of this post.

^⟡ ⟡ㅤsupport

Hello, my name is ㅤAbeariㅤ and I'm currently in need of help.In January, I fled Seattle due to my abusive housemate & was invited to live with my relatives in Arizona. Unfortunately, over the last few months they have taken advantage of my vulnerable situation & I am urgently attempting to move in June. Further & more thoroughour context found here.I truly don’t feel comfortable asking for help again but if anyone knows gaming statics / raid groups or individuals needing art or PNGtubers please put in a good word for me! You can find my examples @ my VGEN but are welcome to DM me on discord (abeari) if you'd like to work with me directly!All commission will make a great difference in making this transition as smooth as possible considering I will not have any furniture to bring my new home. If you have any questions please do not hesitate to ask!

Thank you so much for reading & considering helping support Abeari during this time! 🩵Tips are 100% optional & 1000% appreciated!

Hey there, Friend! Want to support ㅤAbeariㅤ & her community's growth? Here are some ways you can help & support her:

ㅤ✦ㅤ show up at a stream (lurk or chat)
ㅤ✦ㅤ join Abeari's discord 🍀
ㅤ✦ㅤ send her words of encouragement
ㅤ✦ㅤ continue to be your awesome-self

ㅤFeeling generous?ㅤ Here are other ways to help out abeari — every little bit counts!

  ✦    Subscribe (with prime) via Twitch
  ✦    Commission her @ Vgen
  ✦    Send a gift via one of the links below:

• throne
• ko-fi
• streamlabs
• paypal

Please only contribute if you have the means to & are well taken care of! Tips are non-refundable & are given under the agreement that you will not issue a chargeback. ☕

^⟡ ⟡ㅤrules

BASIC RULES

DO NOT INTERACT

ㅤ✦ㅤ if you have plans on pursuing Abeari; they are NOT interested in romantic / parasocial relationships -- i will not associate with you if you find it appropriate to confess your feelings to me when it is stated here. you have been warned.
ㅤ✦ㅤ If you are circumventing a block - this includes making a new account, messaging me on other platforms or games, & lastly messaging my friends or mods. if you are asking WHY you got blocked do not be upset if the mod does or does not reply.
ㅤ✦ㅤ If you are a bigot / racist / homophobic / ableist / etc
ㅤ✦ㅤ You plan on speaking about heated OR heavy topics in any of Abeari's spaces
ㅤ✦ㅤ If you intend to cause trouble or grief Abeari or anyone in her community.
ㅤ✦ㅤ If you have been blocked or ex-communicated mutually or one-sided. I have no interest in your drama or entertaining your malicious antics if you harmed me previously as a friend or romantically (kindly fuck off for good).

rules are subject to change at any notice. you can be banned if you do not pass the vibe check per streamer's digression.

^⟡ ⟡ㅤfanart rules

ㅤ✦ㅤ Y E S

🍀 Changing clothes
🍀 Changing hair
🍀 Changing nekomimi type
🍀 With Others (Platonic / Friendly)

ㅤ✦ㅤ M A Y B E / A S K

☘️With Others (Friendly ONLY)
☘️With Others (RPG battle OK)
☘️With NPCs (suggestive but not NSFW)
☘️With (some) Drugs ?

ㅤ✦ㅤ N O

❇️with others (Violent / Hostile)
❇️with others (romantic)
❇️with NPC (nsfw)
❇️pregnant / inflated / vore / NSFW

^⟡ ⟡ㅤabout

ㅤ✦ㅤ Hello, hello! Thank you for stopping by. If you're new here ─ I'm Abe! If you're not new here ─ I'm still Abe! 🍀I am an indie streamer based in the USA that is driven to bring a safe & comfy space to others to escape their problems by playing a variety of games, singing karaoke (once in a while), and drawing art (on & off stream)!

ㅤ✦ㅤ infj / type 9 /chaotic good
ㅤ✦ㅤ love language is words of affirmation ☕
ㅤ✦ㅤ Fond of instant & mobile photography
ㅤ✦ㅤ really enjoys white / black russians & whiskey sours

I am passionate about bringing smiles to others, sharing hearty laughs, & impacting others by doing my very best to be kind! I love to love others!

ㅤProne to panicㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✧
ㅤloves punsㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✦
ㅤSeiso / Pureㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧

Though I believe kindness is important I am not incredibly altruistic or particularly benevolent. I simply want to be at peace, happy, & laugh as often as I can for however long I am on this planet. Thanks for taking the time to read about me! 🩵

ㅤ✦ㅤ L O V E S

🍀laughing & smiling with others
🍀a good pun or dad-joke
🍀streaming, gaming, & drawing
🍀enjoying the rain from indoors
🍀boba tea, thai food, iced drinks
🍀cute fanart or work of my OCs

ㅤ✦ㅤ T O L E R A T E S / OK

☘️being picked on by stream
☘️suggestive art of my OCs
☘️differing opinions to a degree
☘️keyboard & video game ASMR
☘️overly sweet coffee or tea
☘️doomscrolling social media i guess

ㅤ✦ㅤ D I S L I K E S

❇️horror games with cheap scares
❇️gaslighting & gatekeeping
❇️tomatoes, pickles, beans !!
❇️passive aggression
❇️stalkers aka move on pls
❇️blatantly lewd fanart of my OCs

^⟡ ⟡ㅤstream

I love to play whatever I am fixated on at the time & like to toss in an art stream in place of just-chatting streams! Please know that stream is a comfy space that prioritizes fun over gameplay in most circumstances! I hope to see you there sometime!

ㅤScuff / Sillyㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✧✧
ㅤSchedule adhereanceㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✧✧✧
ㅤVolume warningㅤㅤㅤ ✦✦✦✦✧

Current games & content on rotation ─
ㅤ✦ㅤ Pokemon: Pokopia
ㅤ✦ㅤ Pokemon Unite
ㅤ✦ㅤ Art or sporadic karaoke stream

If you'd like to catch me live please turn on the bell notification on Twitch or feel free to join our Discord. 🔔

Mini Wishlist of Games ─
ㅤ✦ㅤ Granblue Fantasy Relink: Endless Ragnarok (for switch)
ㅤ✦ㅤ Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate (for switch)
ㅤ✦ㅤ Chrono Odyssey

ㅤ✦.── What is your oshi mark?ㅤ 🐾🍀ㅤ✦.── How long have you been streaming?ㅤ autumn of 2017.ㅤ✦.── How long have you been a vtuber?ㅤ June of 2021.ㅤ✦.── What do you call your community?ㅤ Usually Babus but the formal name is "Abearicans" (thank you, SunnySketchy)!ㅤ✦.── Do you accept sponsorships or business colllabs?ㅤ I do! Please feel free to get in touch with me through any means on my home page. Or my email: [email protected] -- I look forward to working with you. 🩵ㅤ✦.── Do you do collabs / play with others?ㅤ As much as I love meeting new people I prefer to collabs with like-minded individuals who I know well or am familiar with if I have capacity. These are incredibly rare as I prefer to stream solo most of the time!ㅤ✦.── When your do collab what do you prefer?ㅤ I lean into Just Chatting collaborations or gameplay with preferably no more than 1 - 3 other people that I know well!

ㅤ✦.── Will you play [insert name] game?ㅤ If I have the time, money, & interest I may consider it! But please do not get your hopes up.ㅤ✦.── Will you be my friend?ㅤ I don't believe in becoming friends by asking directly but by forming a connection organically. Thanks for your understanding! 🧶ㅤ✦.── Can I add you on discord or other social media?ㅤ Preferably only if we have known each other for a while & are at least acquaintances. You are always welcome to follow me on social media though!

ㅤ✦.── Favourite anime?ㅤ This is a tough question but I truly love Samurai Champloo, Frieren, 5CM Per Second, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Neon Genesis Evangelion, & Cowboy Bebop!ㅤ✦.── Favourite video games?ㅤ I'd have to say Final Fantasy XIV, Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate, Granblue Fantasy ReLink, & recently Pokopia. Though I will admit the original Pokémon series between yellow to sapphire hold a special place in my heart along with Pokémon Conquest. Honorable mentions: .HACK, FFIX, FFXII & Animal Crossing: New Leaf.ㅤ✦.── Favourite music genre?ㅤ I really enjoy low fidelity hiphop, bossa nova, jazz, alternative rock, nu-metal, and more!ㅤ✦.── Favourite flowers?ㅤ Sunflowers, tulips, forget-me-nots, peonies, lavender, & hydrangeas. ☘️ㅤ✦.── Favourite colours?ㅤ Favourite colour is sunflower yellow!ㅤ✦.── Favourite drinks?ㅤ Enjoyer of boba, black coffee, & matcha flavoured drinks! If it's alcohol I really enjoy white / black russians, whiskey sour, highball. My beer of choice is asahi super dry though I'll drink any asian beer. Guinness on draft too!

ㅤ✦.── I am interested in you, Abeari.ㅤ That's not a question - do not ask me to be your partner OR confess your feelings to me. this is stated in my rules section and is completely non-negotiable. you will be removed from my friendlists and/or blocked. again, refer to my rules. thank you.

^⟡ ⟡ㅤcredit

ㅤAbeariㅤ is a beari comfy binturong onee-san! She is passionate about bringing smiles to others by sharing her enjoyment of video games, silly memes, & providing a comfy environment. She loves to love others! 🌂🌻

ㅤ✦ㅤ a variety vtubear that loves to stream
ㅤ✦ㅤ sometimes seiso, silly, & sorta comfy
ㅤ✦ㅤ occasionally unhinged & scuffed

Hope to see you at stream or on social media~ Thanks so beari much for reading, friend! 💛

ㅤAbeariㅤ is a beari comfy binturong onee-san! She is passionate about bringing smiles to others by sharing her enjoyment of video games, silly memes, & providing a comfy environment. She loves to love others! 🌂🌻

ㅤ✦ㅤ a variety vtubear that loves to stream
ㅤ✦ㅤ sometimes seiso, silly, & sorta comfy
ㅤ✦ㅤ occasionally unhinged & scuffed

Hope to see you at stream or on social media~ Thanks so beari much for reading, friend! 💛

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Abeari

alias - age - pronouns - timezone

ㅤAbeariㅤ is an uchi ragdoll cat adventurer that's passionate about bringing smiles to others by sharing her enjoyment of video games, silly memes, & providing a comfy environment. She loves to love others!

ㅤ✦ㅤ an ffxiv stream that loves to draw
ㅤ✦ㅤmostly seiso, silly, & comfy
ㅤ✦ㅤoccasionally unhinged & scuffed

ㅤ❛ㅤ I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves. ㅤ❜ㅤ

ㅤ✦.── Abeari's outfitㅤ revolves around a warm shade of yellow reminiscent of the sunflowers she's grown to love so much. she wears a black knit sleeveless turtle neck, a black mini skirt, and semi-opaque black tights with off-white high top converse. her cardigan is a sunflower yellow that is a bit oversized & loose but ultra comfy with brown buttons and pockets!ㅤ✦.── abeari's motifsㅤ
her silver vivienne westwood jupiter pendant / emblem, beautiful blue skies, fluffy white clouds clouds, sunflowers, the stars in the sky, diamonds, the colour canary / sunflower yellow

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